Just a whole post of negativity

Things that are annoying me right now:

  1. I’m sleepy most of the time.
  2. My hair always ends up smelling like the food I just cooked.
  3. The kitchen always smells like the food I just cooked for at least 3 days.
  4. People not moving when I’m trying to get off the tube.
  5. People pushing me when they’re trying to get off the tube before it’s even stopped moving. IM GOING TO FALL OVER.
  6. My skin is good on the whole but I have a couple of dry patches and spots that are letting the team down.
  7. I don’t do anything.
  8. I don’t do my physio even though I want to be able to run properly.
  9. I don’t do my physio for cello.
  10. I get motivated to do stuff after work around 12pm but it fizzles out by 4pm, and definitely by the time I’m home.
  11. I don’t like or crave any particular foods so I get annoyed deciding what to eat.
  12. But I keep on eating when I’m not hungry.
  13. I think food will make me happier sometimes but it rarely does.
  14. I have gone off fake meat recently and I am sick of tofu so my options are limited.
  15. I don’t want to put my clothes away every evening but I get mad that they’re still there in the morning.
  16. I spend too much money on food I don’t like.
  17. Getting my keys out and unlocking this dumb front door.
  18. Missing my friends from university but none of us having time off work at the right times.
  19. Waking up and getting out of bed.
  20. Feeling like meeting up with friends is too much effort.
  21. Missing my family.
  22. That I’m not more excited about my life right now even though I have literally everything I’ve wanted.
  23. I want a cat.
  24. Feeling like I have to be so malleable.
  25. Always saying the wrong thing at work.
  26. Going red whenever someone at work asks about my personal life or generally asks me a question.